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I am a mother of three, sharing my journey of hope and survival following the loss of our son...

  • Farewell Fireworks...

    Skyrockets in flight!

        On the 4 th of July weekend nineteen years ago, we drove to Columbia for a family reunion at my grandparent’s lake house…       Seventeen years ago around the same time, my grandfather suffered a massive stroke…       Fifteen years ago we were involved in a minor hit-and-run car accident within a mile of home as we returned from watching the fireworks display in Uptown Charlotte…   ...

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  • Pack and Purge...

    B's mostly empty room

      When we relocated to this house, we turned it into a family adventure…   We packed up and hauled our things across the street and a mile down the road to keep Brian and Grace in the same high school zone.   We never intended to stay; it was meant to be a temporary home while our children finished school.   You know what they say about the best laid plans…things don’t always work out quite the way you imagine…   ...

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  • Remembering Brian

    BCG

        How could you ever know that one little decision would change everything?         I pray that you don’t, nor ever will…       Six years ago on Thursday, June 5, 2008, John and I gave Brian his first taste of real freedom.   We turned over the keys to a light blue, four-door Honda Civic, never dreaming exactly one week later, our lives would be forever changed…   You NEVER think it can...

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  • Memory Keeper

    Grandma's collection

        I’d forgotten about the dusty, crumpled boxes shoved to the side of the attic until John dropped them in the middle of the room… Not long after we moved ourselves, my grandmother’s principal residence was sold.   Once other family members finished going through her house, only nine cardboard boxes remained, symbolizing fifty plus years of her life lived in that place …       At a glance, there didn’t seem to b...

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  • About Mother's day...

    The Grad

      The morning before Mother’s day, I found myself smack dab in the middle of a friendly disagreement…   An acquaintance declared his belief that Mother’s day is a pagan holiday.   I was caught off guard by his statement; eventually I recovered enough to respond: “I might agree with it being a Hallmark kind of holiday, but to say its ‘pagan’ is ridiculous.   Not every holiday is a religious one.   And besides, I like celeb...

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  • Empty Next?

    B's Drawer Story

      I lie awake, listening carefully to the sound of a still home, minutes slipping by as I consider the unfolding future…   On one hand, this is nothing like I expected; on the other, it’s exactly as I thought it would be.       Less rooms to keep clean…   Fewer clothes to wash…   No dishes piled up in the sink…   A fundamental strategy shift at the grocery store… Our nest is finally empty&hell...

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  • For a Newfound Friend...

    'Surviving' bracelets

      To My Newfound Friend,       Let me start by offering an apology for taking so long to respond…I only just received your gift.   You see, I don’t bother checking the post office box unless I have a package of bracelets to mail.   In four years, I can count on one hand the number of times there has been a legitimate letter waiting; the box is always full of advertisements or random missives addressed to the prior occupant.  ...

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  • Next phase...

    Vacation getaway!

      The sound of silence…how you crave it when they’re little and in need of a moment’s peace…   Eventually the backdrop of noise becomes your expectation of normal; any lack of chatter and clatter a sure sign they’re up to something, the likes of which probably isn’t good… Days yield to months and years, pulling you forward until one morning you wake up and they’re gone; far sooner than you may reckon, quiet envelopes you once...

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  • Need Tires???

    The BIG Tire!

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  • Friends and Foes

    June's BD

      “…See we need a law that makes being stupid illegal.”       Baby girl called me this afternoon; she wasn’t feeling well physically or mentally.   In addition to having a stomach virus, some caustic commentary about the proposed legislation bearing her brother’s name pierced her heart.       She wanted to see if we were aware of it and if so, how we felt about it.       ...

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