Why I no longer go to mass

The Catholic Church is out of touch with its people.
The Catholic Church is out of touch with its people. AP

My religion has always been a big part of my life. I was raised Catholic, received a Catholic education and taught at a religious school for years. My daughter is in Catholic school now. But the church's attempts to block my access to health care have made me feel disillusioned. Frankly, I've lost a great deal of faith in their teachings.

When I was a teacher at a religiously affiliated school, my health insurance was managed by the Archdiocese. It didn't cover contraception.

This wasn't a problem for me until 2011, when my husband and I had a baby. We couldn't afford to have another child. But I couldn't afford to pay for contraceptive care on my own. My doctor advised me to get an IUD, but that would cost nearly $1,000, a staggering expense at a time when I couldn't even afford birth control pills out-of-pocket.

I didn't know who to turn to. I was afraid to ask my HR department about contraception coverage because I worried that I might be seen as going against the church's teachings. The HR person reported directly to my boss, and I worried that I might jeopardize my job.

So we tried using natural family planning. Shortly after, my husband and I found out I was pregnant with my second child.

The truth is, I would have as many children as God would give me if I could afford to.

But I have to be responsible to take care of the family I already have. My husband has struggled to find steady employment. My son has developmental delays and must attend multiple therapies a week, for which I have a co-pay.

I can't afford to have unplanned pregnancies. So last year, I found a new job with a public school district. I'm making more money now, and I have contraception coverage.

In a few days the Supreme Court will hear from religious employers about why they should be able to deny their employees contraception coverage that is otherwise guaranteed to employees under the Affordable Care Act.

The worst part is that religious employers aren't there to argue it's against their religious beliefs to provide the coverage directly – they already have a pass on that. They're claiming it's a burden on their religious beliefs to fill out a one-page form saying they don't want to provide coverage. Once they fill out that form, the health insurance company directly provides the employees with the coverage. It feels like they're just trying to do everything they can to block women's access to birth control.

The extreme measures the church is taking to block women's access to common health care is turning me away from the Catholic Church. I no longer attend mass.They are out of touch with the people they claim to represent, and this time they've gone too far. I hope the Supreme Court protects my right to access the care that we're promised under the law.

Sonia Guizar is an elementary school teacher in Los Angeles.